This post is going to be short because I am exhausted. I flew back into PA earlier this morning. It was a good flight and everything, but there is just something about flying that makes me so tired! I don’t mind the actual flying part so much, I just don’t like going through the airport and everything. And I feel like I just flew a few weeks ago (oh that’s right, I did). Hopefully I’ll at least be earning some frequent flyer miles! 🙂
Anyway, it is definitely nice to be back “home” with my dad and sisters, but it’s bittersweet because I feel like I’m not supposed to be here right now. I am supposed to be in school. And I already miss my mother terribly. I am very close with her and she is a huge support system for me, even despite the fact that she’s going through her own issues with depression and alcohol. But she assured me that even though she won’t be with my physically, she is only a phone call away if I ever want to talk about anything. I feel so lucky that I have such a loving and supportive family, and am incredibly grateful for that.
I am still questioning whether or not I am doing the right thing by taking time off school, but I know that I am. My health comes first, and school will always be there. I just need to move forward and use this time to get better. I have my first appointment with a nutritionist tomorrow morning, and I am so nervous. But I know it is the right thing, and I am really ready and willing to receive help for this. I’ll let you guys know how it goes!
And now I will leave you with a picture I took the other day before I left Florida. I made sure to soak up all the sun I could before I left…I’m definitely not a fan of the snow and cold, but spring will be here soon enough!